May.5/12

Sometimes everything in a day can go wrong. That's the kind of day I'm having. But I've decided I'm gonna release my newest photo the day after my birthday. I already have the concept for it, so I hope it actually turns out how I want it.. if not it will be a major disappointment.

As well I'm back on Accutane. Which is a drug formulated for acne. I was on it when I was thirteen & It was hell. But my skin is getting worse so I'm on it again. There's an initial breakout from the drug, which sucks because now my skin is really dry and I'm breaking out horribly. Oh well, it will pass. Tomorrow I have to get blood work because the medication can have serious side effects like failing livers etc.

On an even more personal note I've been struggling lately. I'm always completely honest with you guys so I'm gonna share this part of my life too. I've recently come into an addiction of a substance & idk what to do. It can make me forget absolutely all my problems. It doesn't make me feel so lonely.